So, a few days ago I spent all day coming back to my blog’s posts area trying to think of something to write about on here.
I have been really wanting to post, because I feel like most of my posts lately have been about religion. Which is fine, obviously it’s a big part of my life.
But it’s not the only thing that I think about.
After thinking that, I then had to sit and ask myself what do I think about when I am just going about my daily life.
And the first day that I thought about this, I realized that I don’t really think about anything important most of the time.
For awhile I was really into thinking about politics most of the day, but I got tired of that since it is always upsetting.
The next couple of days that I sat and thought about the things that I am thinking about while going about my day, I realized that I don’t really think about many important things.
Like I will think about my make up and think about different things that would be fun to do occasionally, but for the most part I think about things that are happening to other people and my budget or trying to get out of debt.
And obviously for the last few days I have been thinking about what things I sit and think about.
I have realized that the reason I am not thinking about anything or dreaming about things that could happen lately is that when I do sit and think about the things that normally would excite me, I don’t really have any goals or things happening soon that would.
So, thinking about it just makes me feel sad.
And that is the current state of affairs. It is me almost treading water til I can figure out what I am going to do with this situation I am in.
Also, before you even think about it, the situation I am in is the one I am supposed to be in. The first reaction anyone has is “You should change your situation.”
You can’t always just change the situation, sometimes it is more about what you do in your situation.
Anyways, I feel bad that I haven’t been as active on my blog.
There isn’t much to say. The current state of affairs is my mind is pretty blank and then I just fill it with temporary things until I can figure out the place in my situation.