Dear Eternal Companion

Dear Eternal Companion,

It’s been awhile since I’ve written to you. I got a little bit lost there for awhile…
Sorry.

I miss you so much, bud. My heart aches for you to the point where I can barely breathe.
I think about you all the time, even when I am not trying to think about you. If I think about it too much it gets overwhelming.
I’m at a point in my life where it’s now possible to look for you, but everyone tells me not to. They say that we will most likely meet when I am least expecting it and when I’m not looking for you. To go out and live my life, not to wait for you.

Here’s the thing, I’ve done quite a lot of things in my life. I hear that I am accomplished and I feel like it’s true.
But everything I have done so far feels like it’s just building up to when we meet. Like I am simply preparing myself for our life together.
Because it’s not just about me. It’s about you and I.
You see, in my mind our souls are intertwined. And so how could everything I do be just for me?

Just repeating for emphasis, but I constantly think about you. I know we haven’t met in this life yet, but you are still very much a part of all my decisions.
We had to have been inseparable in the premortal life, because I feel you with me. I still imagine telling you things in my life. Places we will go.
I even pray for you.
Every night when I am on my knees I pray for you. I pray that you will feel me. Feel the love I already have for you. Not feel lonely and be strengthened in whatever you are striving for.
I pray for this for you.

I just miss you.
That’s all I needed to say.
I really, truly miss you.

Wishing you were here,
Corz

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