Okay, I would like to point out something at this moment…I am a girl.
What? When did this happen?
I don’t know. Like birth.
But as it turns out, I am completely female. It’s a little weird.
Anyways, since I am a female, some days I am just going about my business and then I think “You know what would feel really nice? A good cry.” Some days I just feel the need to cry a little bit.
No big deal.
I am not exactly sure why I am wanting to cry tonight, but it just feels right.
I mean, it’s not that I am particularly sad about anything or there is something specific bothering me. I wasn’t struck by lightning.
So there really is no logical reason for me to want to cry right about now, but for some reason I do.
The problem with this is that whenever someone sees you crying or knows you’re upset (especially your family), they always try to “fix” it.
I’m sorry, I don’t want you to fix my problems. You can’t fix my problems. They are forever. MY PROBLEMS ARE FOREVER!
But really there isn’t a problem. I think I am just feeling emotional and maybe overly tired.
Maybe it is all subconscious. Problems that I have repressed. Stress I am not releasing out.
So I would like to wallow in my not-problems for a while.
But the thing is, I do not like that right there.
Who wants to cry for no freaking reason? Isn’t that the stupidest thing you have ever heard? I just imagine people rolling their eyes while reading this thinking “Ugh, Woman.”
What the hell?
Not sure why I decided to post this on my blog, since it’s not exactly a flattering thing to post about. I mean, if I am going to have a blog, I should at least make everyone like me on it, right? I’m obviously doing it wrong.
Clearly I’m out of control.